a suicidal note: The First Step

It is almost midnight and I could not start a single statement. Maybe, Blogging is really not my cup of tea. Questions have been all over my system about this because putting a blog or having a blog is a suicide if you don’t have the tools. “Tools” means, a computer and a camera.

I would rather paint my emotions or draw a line than express it in words. I am a shy person covered with so much insecurities but with dreams of making big in Theater and in Fashion (yes, with spot lights on!) Too ambitious for a person who’s very fearful and doubtful, right?
Making my own blog was not an overnight decision rather it took me months to equipped my myself with enough confidence. it is a hard decision to make. Its either you follow that dream or get yourself stagnate of not doing anything. But I have realized that there is no easy climb on top. So, here I am battling and living the dream. Finally, I am here making my first post. With all honesty, I have tried making one before but I was too scared that it ended up like an empty space. With the sea of bloggers equipped with tools and enthusiasm, I am trying to dive into the pool and try my luck. Who knows I might find a space for myself right? After all, I am here to widen the avenue in expressing myself, my true identity. My passion for fashion and the art has brought me to this moment
So, I am letting loose and “claiming” to be a blogger now.
This is just the start.
The Beginning.
The opening.
Dream works!
This is Miguel.
24.
Blogger.